Embracing Uncertainty

Links for today’s readings:

Read: Judges 6 Listen: (6:15) Read: Titus 1 Listen: (2:24)

Scripture Focus: Judges 6:39-40

39 Then Gideon said to God, “Do not be angry with me. Let me make just one more request. Allow me one more test with the fleece, but this time make the fleece dry and let the ground be covered with dew.” 40 That night God did so. Only the fleece was dry; all the ground was covered with dew.

John 14:8

8 Philip said, “Lord, show us the Father and that will be enough for us.”

Reflection: Embracing Uncertainty

By Erin Newton

Anxiety was always part of my life, so adding it to my faith was natural.

If your early days in the faith look like mine, you repeatedly prayed for supernatural signs. I always needed God to prove my salvation was secure. Did that prayer “stick”? Maybe I should do it again.

When I read Scripture that spoke of “ye of little faith,” I was the “ye.” Paired with comments that doubting was a lack of faith, I assumed my doubt meant my faith was in jeopardy.

Unfortunately, this mindset about faith caused me to read the story of Gideon in a condescending way. Gideon, he of little faith. An Old Testament Doubting Thomas.

Susan Niditch calls Gideon our most “pleasingly insecure” hero. Yet God loves this insecure hero. He doesn’t back away from using him.

Gideon is called to save Israel from the hands of the Midianites. Despite the God-given instructions, he’s not free from his own insecurity. Has his faith faltered? Have the previous days or years following God suddenly become nullified because he asks God for a sign? And one more sign? No. Gideon the hero struggles with anxiety just like any one of us.

Philip, one of the apostles, repeats this same scenario in John 14. Jesus tells his disciples that he is about to leave them. Things are about to get a lot worse. Philip, looking for some place to alleviate his insecure feelings, says: “Show us the Father and that will be enough.” One more sign. Then I can keep going.

God didn’t hesitate to answer Gideon. Insecurity does not offend God. Jesus answers Philip by pointing out the answer has always been his presence. He was answering his insecurity before Philip realized his own anxiety.

Gideon cannot escape his insecurity. Philip is not immune to doubts. Our repetitive pleas to God to help our uncertainty is not a sign of diminishing faith. Asking for a sign is met with God’s own reassuring words, “I’ve been with you all this time.”

The indwelling of the Spirit will not erase our anxieties. (Oh, how I wish he would remove this thorn in the flesh!) Embracing uncertainty is a part of faith. But like our own fears—our best method is to embrace the overwhelming uncertainty, learning to live in the tension between the surety of our faith in Christ and the common human reaction to ask for one more reassurance.

Divine Hours Prayer: The Request for Presence

You are my helper and my deliverer; O Lord, do not tarry. — Psalm 70.6

– Divine Hours prayers from The Divine Hours: Prayers for Summer
by Phyllis Tickle

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The Legacy of Growing Old

Links for today’s readings:

Read: Joshua 23 Listen: (2:31) Read: Philippians 4 Listen: (3:20)

Scripture Focus: Joshua 23:1-2

1 After a long time had passed and the Lord had given Israel rest from all their enemies around them, Joshua, by then a very old man, 2 summoned all Israel—their elders, leaders, judges and officials—and said to them: “I am very old.”

Reflection: The Legacy of Growing Old

By Erin Newton

According to developmental psychology, after six or seven decades of living, a person’s priority often turns to “leaving a legacy.” The human mind begins to reflect on life, what has happened and what they want to be remembered for. Joshua seems no different.

At the end of his life, Joshua looked out across the land now inhabited by God’s people. He stopped to give them his final words: “You yourselves have seen everything the Lord your God has done… But you are to hold fast to the Lord your God, as you have until now” (Josh 23:3, 8).

The same sentiments we see echoed in Ecclesiastes: “Remember your Creator in the days of your youth, … before the silver cord is severed, … and the dust returns to the ground it came from, and the spirit returns to the God who gave it” (Eccl 12:1, 6-7).

Much like the aging teacher in Ecclesiastes, it is Joshua who feels the grip of old age closing tighter. He is the strong man who stoops. The almond tree blossoms as his hair fades to silvery gray. He echoes the same messages as the wise man did centuries later: Everything is meaningless apart from the memory of God’s faithfulness.

The legacy Joshua hopes to impart is one that memorializes the uniqueness of God. The people are commissioned to remember his faithfulness. Joshua has seen it over and over, in all his long years. They are to remember that it was God who did the work—not them, not another deity.

So much of the Old Testament is a call to remember. One of the greatest gifts of aging is the lengthy history one has with God. Those who grow in years have had more opportunities to see divine providence in action. And each year that passes is another step closer to hearing the answer to one’s prayers.

But our world is obsessed with anti-aging. Even if we can prevent wrinkles or color our graying hair, aging is an honorable gift to be received. Aging is the continued mercy from God. Aging gives us more opportunity to remember him.

It should not burden us to see another gray hair or watch our skin fold into new creases by our eyes. Like Joshua, we should fix our minds on what message we will leave for our community. Like Joshua, may our legacy be a testimony about the faithfulness of God.

Divine Hours Prayer: The Request for Presence

O God of hosts, show us the light of your countaenance, and we shall be saved. — Psalm 80.7

– Divine Hours prayers from The Divine Hours: Prayers for Summer
by Phyllis Tickle

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Hamstrung Power

Links for today’s readings:

Read: Joshua 11 Listen: (3:52) Read: Ephesians 3 Listen: (2:41)

Scripture Focus: Joshua 11:7-9

7 So Joshua and his whole army came against them suddenly at the Waters of Merom and attacked them, 8 and the Lord gave them into the hand of Israel. … 9 Joshua did to them as the Lord had directed: He hamstrung their horses and burned their chariots.

Reflection: Hamstrung Power

By Erin Newton

When we read stories of warfare and violence in the Bible, especially in narratives that depict the events as God-ordained, we should not take the stories too lightly. In fact, I suggest we not read them while gloating or with a sense of prowess. They are troubling; they jolt our senses.

The narratives in Joshua describe the journey of God’s people into an occupied land by means of war. The text says that God commanded them to kill everyone. Scholars have long felt the uneasiness of such a brutal request. Some have downplayed the language as hyperbole.

Others say the conquered locations are military outposts rather than civilized towns. Others focus on the details and compare Israel’s God with the foreign gods.

In a pursuit to understand why the violent texts are preserved as God’s word, William Webb and Gordon Oeste looked at various texts and discovered not a God who delights in death but “a highly reluctant war God who is not exactly eager to participate with Israel in its wars” (Bloody, Brutal, and Barbaric? Wrestling with Troubling War Texts).

In Joshua 11, God tells Joshua to hamstring the horses and burn the chariots. Webb and Oeste point out, “We might immediately cringe at the maiming of these animals.” I do. My love of nature includes my compassion on all created beings—from the beetles who burrow in my yard to the elusive tigers of Malaysia. Why would God call for harming his creatures?

Ancient Near Eastern cultures increased power and pride through the accumulation of chariots. With these new victories, Israel might try to increase its weaponry. Therefore, the horses are reduced to domestic labor.

Webb and Oeste see a God who “wanted his people to be owners of cattle in a land flowing with milk and honey, not a people whose land was full of war horses and chariots—the instruments of human oppression and domination.” It is God who hamstrings his people’s pride by asking them to debilitate the enemy’s horses and burn their chariots.

Webb and Oeste’s perspective offers another way of balancing the “leave-none-alive” Old Testament texts with the “turn-the-other-cheek” character of God.

We still wrestle with these violent texts and not all questions may ever be answered. But we see a God who disarms his people, stunts their might, and hinders their pride.

Because in our weakness, he is made strong.

Divine Hours Prayer: The Small Verse

The Lord is my shepherd and nothing is wanting to me. In green pastures he has settled me. — The Short Breviary

– Divine Hours prayers from The Divine Hours: Prayers for Summer
by Phyllis Tickle

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Holding Chaos at Bay

Links for today’s readings:

Read: Joshua 4 Listen: (3:31) Read: Colossians 1 Listen: (4:18)

Scripture Focus: Joshua 4:10, 18

10 Now the priests who carried the ark remained standing in the middle of the Jordan until everything the Lord had commanded Joshua was done by the people, just as Moses had directed Joshua…

18 And the priests came up out of the river carrying the ark of the covenant of the Lord. No sooner had they set their feet on the dry ground than the waters of the Jordan returned to their place and ran at flood stage as before.

Reflection: Holding Chaos at Bay

By Erin Newton

Standing in the middle of the muddy riverbed, the priests hold the ark of the covenant—the symbolic presence of God—keeping the waters at bay. They are doing none of the withholding. They hold poles; God withholds the raging waters.

I love how the text presents the image of the river crossing. I imagine the waters receding, making a path for God’s people. The priests stand motionless in front of this invisible dam. They are not shouting some magical phrase. Their arms are not outstretched as if to bend the waters to their will. They are not even doing the work of a beaver, piling and weaving limbs and branches to keep the waters back. They stand. They stand next to the presence of God.

When they settle in one place long enough, the priests will busy themselves with other things. They will cleanse and burn and offer and worship and intercede and sacrifice. They will live  in the presence of God. God will keep doing the work of barring chaos from drowning his people. But here, in this place, they just stand.

Doing something feels a lot more productive than standing. We’re told that “idle hands are the devil’s workshop.” So we, in turn, translate that to “keep busy.” Busyness is godliness, right? Not always.

In the riverbed, these image bearers of God are holding the presence of God. He silently commands the waters, “This far you may come and no farther” (Job 38.11). As priests, they are called to do this specific job. Stand.

And so are we. When God granted all his people to be a priesthood (1 Pet 2.9), he intended for us also to stand in the gap—between humanity and chaos—holding the presence of God. We present the law of love and truth and justice and righteousness to the forces that would bring death and destruction. We stand firm and watch God work.

In Claire Keegan’s novella, Small Things Like These, the main character is abruptly confronted with the suffering of others. His mind is torn between complacency and action. The story ends with a poignant question: “Was there any point in being alive without helping one another?”

In the case of Joshua 4, can we ask ourselves, Is there any point in being alive without standing in the gap, holding space for people to find safety without chaos consuming us all?

Divine Hours Prayer: The Request for Presence

Our soul waits for the Lord; he is our help and our shield.
Indeed, our heart rejoices in him, for in his holy Name we put our trust.
Let your loving-kindness, O Lord, be upon us, as we have put your trust in you. — Psalm 33.20-22

– Divine Hours prayers from The Divine Hours: Prayers for Summer
by Phyllis Tickle

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Choosing Life—A Recap of Deuteronomy

Links for today’s readings:

Read: Deuteronomy 30 Listen: (3:12) Read: Romans 10 Listen: (3:21)

Scripture Focus: Deuteronomy 30:19

19 … I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life…”

Reflection: Choosing Life—A Recap of Deuteronomy

By Erin Newton

Choosing life means choosing God. It is both a singular choice to change one’s identity forever and a perpetual choice to choose godliness every day.

God set before his people (within arm’s reach, he adds in vv. 11-14) the guidelines to follow. How does a person choose life? Let’s recap what Deuteronomy has said.

Choosing life means…

  • Following him, even in the land of “giants” (1.22-33).
  • Being kind to your brothers and sisters, even if they are (by definition), a different people (2.2-6).
  • Knowing when God has told you no (3.26-29).
  • Obeying the commands from God without adding your own ideas or ignoring the ones you dislike (4.2).
  • Memorizing the core summary of godliness in ten commandments (chapter 5).
  • Loving God with the entirety of our being—all strength and soul (6.4).
  • Remembering that God’s grace is given to those he loves, not those who deem themselves worthy (7.7-8).
  • Not forgetting God—who he is and what he has done (chapter 8).
  • Remembering the lure of temptation and your weaknesses (9.7-21).
  • Circumcising your heart by adopting the identity of God’s people, becoming like him in the process (10.16)
  • Seeing the creation become fruitful and plentiful, and working with creation in an interdependent relationship: God, humanity, and creation (11.13-15).
  • Worshipping God (chapter 12).
  • Being aware of false prophets and the temptation to worship someone (or something) else (13.1-8).
  • Providing for God’s people and his church financially (14.22-29).
  • Being purposefully and committedly gracious—granting freedom physically and financially to those around you (15.1-18).
  • Remembering the holy days with feasts and festivals and worship (16.1-17).
  • Enacting justice in the community (17.1-13).
  • Testing prophets and those who speak in the name of God (18.14-22).
  • Providing spaces for grace and mercy (19.1-10).
  • Choosing peace before conflict (20.10).
  • Seeking justice and closure when answers are elusive (21.1-9).
  • Being wise in your judgment of others, especially when one party is likely abused (22.26-27).
  • Welcoming the foreigner who chooses to live among God’s people (23.15-16).
  • Not exploiting your neighbors (24.14-18).
  • Finding wisdom in cross-cultural spaces and gleaning its truth for today (25.4).
  • Living sacrificially (26.1-15).
  • Remembering what God has prohibited (27.15-26).
  • Remembering the blessings God has in store (28.1-14).
  • Remaining content in what God has revealed to us and the knowledge he withholds for himself (29.29).

Each chapter has highlighted one or more ways of choosing God—choosing life. Let us also choose life each day, fulfilling the calls from Deuteronomy.

Divine Hours Prayer: The Greeting

Your way, O God, is holy; who is as great as our God? — Psalm 77,13

– Divine Hours prayers from The Divine Hours: Prayers for Summer
by Phyllis Tickle

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