Links for today’s readings:
Read: 1 Samuel 20 Listen: (6:42) Read: Revelation 1 Listen: (3:43)
Scripture Focus: 1 Samuel 20.30-32
30 Saul’s anger flared up at Jonathan and he said to him, “You son of a perverse and rebellious woman! Don’t I know that you have sided with the son of Jesse to your own shame and to the shame of the mother who bore you? 31 As long as the son of Jesse lives on this earth, neither you nor your kingdom will be established. Now send someone to bring him to me, for he must die!”
32 “Why should he be put to death? What has he done?” Jonathan asked his father. 33 But Saul hurled his spear at him to kill him. Then Jonathan knew that his father intended to kill David.
Reflection: Revealing Actions
By John Tillman
When a spear is hurled at you, it clarifies your thoughts. Or ends them. For David and Jonathan, the hurled spear of Saul threatened their lives but revealed truth.
After dodging Saul’s spear multiple times, David fled. Eventually finding Jonathan, David accused Saul of plotting to kill him. Jonathan did not believe David’s accusation. (He previously convinced Saul to spare David.) David’s explanation to Jonathan is remarkably similar to the explanations many abuse survivors have given to their incredulous friends: “Of course, he doesn’t act that way when he’s with you. He’s hiding this from you.” Even though Jonathan doubted the conspiracy, he set out to test what David had said and took steps to protect his friend.
It is hard to believe people you love are wicked. We have trouble imagining it. We all know our family, friends, coworkers, and faith leaders are flawed and imperfect, but it is difficult to accept that they might be involved in truly awful things. When we hear accusations, we might react exactly as Jonathan did to David: “Never!” (1 Samuel 20.2) Like Jonathan, we might think we would have noticed if our well-loved leader or friend was guilty. But the truth is, it is easy for us to be blinded.
Jonathan, guided by love rather than fear, chose to put David’s accusation to a test. He must have been holding out hope that he would discover that nothing was wrong. Saul’s hurled spear made everything clear. Saul was exactly what David accused him of being. Jonathan was loyal to his father, a hero in his own right, and devoted to his father and family. But suddenly he was attacked and labeled as an enemy.
Have you ever experienced a sudden attack from an unexpected source? Have you ever asked the wrong question and had your head bitten off? Have you ever questioned a leader and been labeled a disloyal troublemaker?
There’s a truism that says, “When people show you who they are, believe them.” Saul revealed who he was through his spear that tried to take life. Jonathan revealed who he was with his arrows used to save life.
When difficult challenges, situations, or problems arise, whether for yourself or those you love, what you choose to do reveals who you are. Christian action should reveal the identity of Jesus. When you are pressed, will Jesus be revealed in your actions? Or something else?
Divine Hours Prayer: Psalm 69.1
Save me, O God, for the waters have risen up to my neck. — Psalm 69.1
– Divine Hours prayers from The Divine Hours: Prayers for Summer
by Phyllis Tickle
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May we respond with more wisdom, but may we always speak and act to bring justice to the vulnerable.
Read more: Tribe Over Truth
I have stood in that precarious place, watching and waiting to see how people—people I trusted with my story—would respond.