Complicated Feelings When Heroes Fall,

Links for today’s readings:

Nov 17  Read: 1 Chronicles 9-10 Listen: (7:43) Read: Psalms 85 Listen: (1:25)

Scripture Focus: 1 Chronicles 10.8-12

8 The next day, when the Philistines came to strip the dead, they found Saul and his sons fallen on Mount Gilboa. 9 They stripped him and took his head and his armor, and sent messengers throughout the land of the Philistines to proclaim the news among their idols and their people. 10 They put his armor in the temple of their gods and hung up his head in the temple of Dagon. 11 When all the inhabitants of Jabesh Gilead heard what the Philistines had done to Saul, 12 all their valiant men went and took the bodies of Saul and his sons and brought them to Jabesh. Then they buried their bones under the great tree in Jabesh, and they fasted seven days.

1 Samuel 31.8-13

8 The next day, when the Philistines came to strip the dead, they found Saul and his three sons fallen on Mount Gilboa. 9 They cut off his head and stripped off his armor, and they sent messengers throughout the land of the Philistines to proclaim the news in the temple of their idols and among their people. 10 They put his armor in the temple of the Ashtoreths and fastened his body to the wall of Beth Shan.

11 When the people of Jabesh Gilead heard what the Philistines had done to Saul, 12 all their valiant men marched through the night to Beth Shan. They took down the bodies of Saul and his sons from the wall of Beth Shan and went to Jabesh, where they burned them. 13 Then they took their bones and buried them under a tamarisk tree at Jabesh, and they fasted seven days.

Reflection: Complicated Feelings When Heroes Fall

By John Tillman

Saul’s reign was a long, slow fall from heroic heights to villainous depths.

There is a complicated mess of feelings when heroes fall. The greater their former deeds, the greater damage their fall causes. The greater your admiration, the greater your anger. The greater your love, the greater the loss. Have you watched a hero fall before? Are you seeing one fall now? Do you understand these complicated feelings? Jabesh Gilead did. And so did David.

Citizens of Jabesh Gilead were the first to see Saul’s heroism. (1 Samuel 11.1-11) He saved them from being maimed at his heroic beginning. They saved his maimed body from further humiliation after his villainous end. They did not excuse his sins or rewrite history. They simply remembered who he was before the fall. David, one of Saul’s main victims, thanked them for doing Saul this honor.

I have watched heroes and friends fall. Some fell fast, following shocking revelations. Affairs, crimes, abuse, or corruption suddenly came to light, bringing well-deserved consequences. Some were shunned, never to serve in their roles again. (This is justice, not persecution.) Sadly, some still wield influence today despite little evidence of repentance.

Some fell slowly—incrementally corrupted by wealth, power, prejudice, worldly philosophy, racial bias, political movements, or charismatic false messiahs. They lost their first loves and wedded themselves to movements. Their hearts were infected and hardened by wicked motives of greed, glory, or power. They feared one side’s slippery slope, but instead of holding the ground of truth, they fled the opposite direction, sliding down into the opposite side’s errors.

Whether a hero’s light slowly wanes or is suddenly snuffed out, we still remember and mourn the light’s absence. Be wise and careful when recalling good things from a fallen hero’s past. Beware nostalgia—it can fuel self-deception. A nostalgic heart rewrites history, minimizing and defending past sins, crimes, or damages.

When a hero falls, whether slowly or suddenly, don’t allow yourself to soften the truth with nostalgic lies. Face the truth. Feel the pain of their sins. Acknowledge the damage they caused. Face both realities—the good and the bad. Hate what is evil but cling to what is good. Don’t defend what is evil with what was good. Most of all, humble yourself and remember that if they fell, so could you.

Divine Hours Prayer: The Call to Prayer

Love the Lord, all you who worship him; the Lord protects the faithful, but repays to the full those who act haughtily.

Be strong and let your heart take courage, all you who wait for the Lord. — Psalm 31.23-24


– From The Divine Hours: Prayers for Autumn and Wintertime by Phyllis Tickle.

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Legacy of Failure

Scripture Focus: 1 Chronicles 10.13-14
13 Saul died because he was unfaithful to the Lord; he did not keep the word of the Lord and even consulted a medium for guidance, 14 and did not inquire of the Lord. So the Lord put him to death and turned the kingdom over to David son of Jesse.

Reflection: Legacy of Failure
By Erin Newton

In a developmental psychology course, I remember learning that adults ages 40-65 enter a phase focused on leaving a legacy. The typical desire is to make a positive contribution to society. If this is a natural human development, you expect to see evidence of this in the Bible.

Repeated stories in the Bible are common: four gospels, two law books, and the echoed history of Israel’s kings in Chronicles. The retold life of Saul is condensed with a succinct obituary: Saul died because he was unfaithful. Compared to all the chapters of his life in 1 Kings, he is now a blurb of failure.

The Bible is profitable for teaching, rebuking, correcting, and training in righteousness so these repeated stories should catch our attention. Forever, his bad deeds are highlighted while the handful of good moments are overshadowed. His legacy will go down in history as someone who sought advice from others rather than God. Saul consulted a witch and she summoned the prophet, Samuel, a voice he had ignored many times before. He had plenty of chances to change his ways, but he didn’t care.

What is interesting about the list of faithful believers in Hebrews 11-12 is that many of them had serious flaws, episodes of bad decisions. Despite the errors made in their lives, they are called the “hall of faith” and the “great cloud of witnesses.” What makes these people different from Saul when they all struggled with sin? In a word: repentance.

You and I are going to keep struggling with sin. Culture will tempt us to listen to bad advice. Our pride will seek to put others down and scoff at any form of rebuke. Temptation is here to stay, for now. How we respond is our responsibility. 

We need to be reminded of our humanity and our great need for forgiveness. We can toil and strive and put every ounce of sweat into creating a good, impactful legacy. But as the light begins to dim and the sweet voice of the Lord begins to call us home, the greatest peace we will have is knowing our lives were another retelling of His legacy. “Remember him—before the silver cord is severed, and the golden bowl is broken… and the dust returns to the ground it came from, and the spirit returns to God who gave it.” (Ecclesiastes 12.6-7)

Divine Hours Prayer: The Refrain for the Morning Lessons
And yet my people did not hear my voice, and Israel would not obey me. — Psalm 84.11

– From The Divine Hours: Prayers for Autumn and Wintertime by Phyllis Tickle.


Today’s Readings

1 Chronicles 9-10 (Listen – 7:48)
Hebrews 12 (Listen – 4:36)

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